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Aug-26

Tue Aug 25, 2009, 7:46 PM
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: Ed Rush Live @ Spoon
  • Playing: Farcry 2
  • Eating: Human food again.
  • Drinking: Juice. If you really must know.
Restate my assumptions: One, Mathematics is the language of nature. Two, Everything around us can be represented and understood through numbers. Three: If you graph the numbers of any system, patterns emerge. Therefore, there are patterns everywhere in nature. Evidence: The cycling of disease epidemics;the wax and wane of caribou populations; sun spot cycles; the rise and fall of the Nile. So, what about the stock market? The universe of numbers that represents the global economy. Millions of hands at work, billions of minds. A vast network, screaming with life. An organism. A natural organism. My hypothesis: Within the stock market, there is a pattern as well... Right in front of me... hiding behind the numbers. Always has been.

Lectures can be real hit and misses.

Devious Journal Entry

Thu Aug 20, 2009, 2:12 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: G Love & Special Sauce
  • Reading: Isaac Asimov
  • Eating: Mess food (dog food)
"...in spite of or in defiance of the whole of existence he wills to be himself with it, to take it along, almost defying his torment. For to hope in the possibility of help, not to speak of help by virtue of the absurd, that for God all things are possible — no, that he will not do. And as for seeking help from any other — no, that he will not do for all the world; rather than seek help he would prefer to be himself — with all the tortures of hell, if so it must be."
-Kierkegaard

Well the army stint is closing up now and I should be back in Melbourne within the next few days, good experience, don't plan on ever doing it again. At the moment I'm stuck in Weary Dunlops platoon, the holding platoon for 1RTB recruits, which is in a sense ironic since I marched out on the 14th-Aug. Don't think there will be much else to compare with the feeling of having the culmination of all the time spent at basic training and the honour of finally donning our corps badges, it was a hell of a day. For 80 days we have told you to keep your hats off inside, now we tell you to pit them on", somehow the army made that sentence really mean something. Ranting?

Looking forwards to getting back to being able to male my own decisions and sleep/eat/drink/talk/work/live to my own schedule. Is gonna be a helluva bitch finding another job, again, again... again. Needless to say my bank reservoir will aid in the purchase of goon and nights out over the ext few weeks, catch up with society methinks.

52 stolen q's.

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 1, 2009, 7:33 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Ed Rush & Optical
  • Playing: COD4 (It begins!)
  • Eating: Anything that comes my way
NEWS
Well for once, I actually need a job and money, not just to spend on sex drugs and rock and roll (which, hey, have I ever done?)
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52 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.

1. What is your natural hair color?
Black, jet black.

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
Space? In photoshop.

3. What's your middle name?
Courtenay

4. Your current relationship status?
Single

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
No crush buddy (buddy being the inanimate questionnaire)

6. What is your current mood?
Placid.

7. What's the color of your underwear?
Black with white and red stripes.

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Haven't found it. Either that or it changes to frequently.

9.Who was the last person you cuddled with?
No idea?

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
It's all a learning curve.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day-
MOTHERFUCKING TREX WHOOT.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Nearly hit by cars many a time. Bikes are neglected on the roads...

13. Something you do a lot?
Computer.

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
Any catchy drum rhythm.

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
:iconbepreinatith:

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Noooo idea.

17. When was the last time you cried?
month ago?

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
I've danced.

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Teleportation.

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Facial structure. With everyone.

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks/Tim Hortons?
*deletes question*

22. What’s your biggest secret?
My right testicle hangs just a little lower than the left. I'm a pretty open dude.

23. What's your favorite color?
Blue.

24. When was the last time you lied?
Question 14, I don;t have a drum rhythm stuck in my head.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Adult TV.

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Recently, home-made pizzzzza.

28. What's your favorite smell?
...never thought about that.

29. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
Learning.

30. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
No idea. Long time.

31. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Doesn't rain 'ere much y'see now.

32. What are you thinking about right now?
This question. PARADOX?

33. What should you be doing?
Sleeping. Well, nothing, i'm unemployed with my future to mould, the question is more, what do I want to do?

34. What was the last thing that made you upset?
Leaving home.

35. Do you like working in the yard?
Nope.

36. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Bean.

37. Name 5 things in your closet:
I don't have one, but I do have a floor.
1. Hunting knife
2. Clothes
3. CDs
4. Laptop
5. Mementos

38. Do you act different around your crush?
Back in the day, but even then, I was pretty eccentric.

39. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
Eww.

40. How many times do you take a shower a week?
Daily C:

41. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Once a day.

42. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
I say a lot of stupid things.

43. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
Hells yes buddy.

44. Do you lie about your age?
A few times to get drinks.

45. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Why not.

46. Do you pick your nose?
Yup.

47. What's the one food you hate?
Brussel sprouts, I actually can;t eat them without death ensuing.

48. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
K
F
C
4lyfebrah

49. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
10 or so

50. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside it the napkin?
Every time.

51. Describe your favourite underwear you have?
Red ones, I move faster.

52. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Nope. But who actually likes answering them? They're just interesting to read.

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Journal Entry: Fri Jan 23, 2009, 4:21 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Undo my sweater
  • Watching: The world, for once.
  • Eating: Anything that comes my way
NEWS
Well for once, I actually need a job and money, not just to spend on sex drugs and rock and roll (which, hey, have I ever done?)
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Quitting the mechanical apprenticeship was an interesting move, perhaps I have been kicked out of home in due course of my action. I guess I'll find out in a week or so. It's interesting, so far, not having a home to go back to; a rather intense rush of exotic emotions one would never have thought existed outside of the movie cinema. A lifestyle that truly lends credence to the sex, drugs and rock n roll lifestyle, beer, I understand you now.

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Uni placements

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 15, 2009, 10:59 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: We are the night - Chemical Brothers
  • Watching: League of gentleman
  • Eating: Pie
NEWS
Apparently not much happens when you're a working stiff.
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And so ends my poetry and prose fad.

Whats the one thing thats been keeping me going and sticking in my mind 24/7 for the last two weeks? University placements.

If I get into uni, methinks i'll be leaving the apprenticeship.

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